I'm not necessarily afraid of dying so much as what comes after, if anything. I think it's the not knowing that gets to me. I like to know what's going to happen. This may sound a bit defeatest and odd but I'm also afraid to go to sleep most of the time for fear that I won't wake up. I realize that I'm only 26 but who knows when my time will be up. There are so many things I want to do in my life and I really don't want to leave that list incomplete.
- Current Mood: restless
I have quite a few actually.
I love the smell of rain, freshly cut grass, coffee beans, cinnamon, gasoline when you're at the station filling up.
I love the smell of my cat, he smells like my husband mostly but he also has a very distinct scent that's very much him and just makes me happy. Kind of like how people describe their babies heads and how they breathe them in. We don't have any kids yet so I guess he sort of fills that role. =)
I love the smell of the wind in the Autumn. I live in Ohio and there is a very unique smell when the wind blows through the trees in the Fall. I love the smell of American Cream conditioner from Lush, but not for the same reason as everyone else that loves it. I love the smell of everything I bake but I never seem to eat what I bake, I'm always sending them off to my husbands employees. I love the smell of duct tape, play dough, funnel cakes, and cotton candy (the actual stuff not the generic cotton candy smell that everything seems to have).
Oh I could go on forever I'm sure but I believe this is getting a bit long so I'll stop there. =)
- Current Mood: okay